C.O.N.C.E.N.T.R.A.T.E

Already two days
I have gave my self two days of holiday



Is time to concentrate now



concentrate in studies
concentrate in assignments
concentrate in piano
concentrate in er hu
concentrate in societies
concentrate in blogging
concentrate in slimming
concentrate in t.v.
concentrate in listening
concentrate in watching
concentrate in thinking
concentrate in sleeping



there are so many things that i need to concentrate

well

everything we do

we have to concentrate




i remember of this

"please define success"



and here's my answer:



" there is no can or cannot in success,
is matter of u want or don't want;
if others can do it,
why can't i?
at least you tried before,
at least you put effort before,
and
you gain the satisfaction."



here't the busy week continue

with 2 mid term this week, 2 mid term next week, and assignmentsssss due date coming up.

Busy week, i enjoyed

It was a busy week last week

chinese orchestra performance
society's proposal, report,
assignment,
meetings,
piano,
work...

First,

almost every day we have rehearsal and practice,
well i don't mind to have more practice,
cause i love perfect
I want it to be perfect..haha

finlay we end up ...not bad lar... for first timer
most of us have our first chinese orchestra performant
quite happy during the process



we played --> Rythm of the rain
and
we storm--> capri island

( where we use those tong, bicuit tin, capelang karcang to simply hit and make out a beutifull rhythm)

We had both performance for Welcoming concert and Famine 22.

wen li ming and luo yi shi came for the famine 22 to be part of the performers,

we get to snap photo with wen li ming but no chance to snap with luo yi shi...haiz..

(will post those photos next day)

Second,

almost everyday i went to DSA,
meet the officer
but is my choice,
i make that choice in the begining
so i cannot regret
and i won't give up.


Third,

Advertising and Promotion Assignment,
we did advertisement critique
although only one assignment,
other subject's assignment still not due date yet.
But we have to start already...

Fourth

Piano lesson begin
she is a good teacher where
she teach not only those exam pieces
she teach me hearing and force me to memorise those history...
abit like UCSI music lesson standard!
wahahaha



Fifth

I'm back to work again
no need to ask why
cause not enough money to spend
went for celcom euro roadshow
wear blue fake hair
feel like wanna cry at first

it totaly not suit me!!!

luckly just need to wear for 2 hours..
and i'm not the only one who wear it
there are someone accompany me..haha...

That was the first time,
so many people look at me
those passbyers, those kids
look at me with a kind of dunoe what expression
(can't explain..)

well is a good try. Thanks celcom... -.-

独生女不是千金女!

不知不觉，
我觉得我自己很会猜测别人在想什么，
觉得自己蛮会看别人的脸色，
只要有什么变动，心里早已猜到了。。
不知是疑心太重，或者是我天蝎座的本性!?

从小，每当做错事，
一定被鞭打，被骂，甚至被罚站在家外(晚上)。。
久而久之，
只要做错事，
看到妈妈脸色变了，
就知道要挨骂了。。
而且每次挨骂之后，两天内，
妈妈都不会跟我说话
而我也不敢开口跟她说话。。。
已经习惯了。。


到了五六年级时，妈妈不再鞭打我了，顶多就说几句，骂几句。
照旧，骂了我之后，两三天内，都不跟我说话。。


人家说独生女有如掌上明珠，
要风得风，要雨得雨
那时的我从没这样想过
我从来就没得过我要的动西，
每一样我的东西对我来说都很重要，
因为一旦坏了，他们从不买过新的给我。

小时候的我，几乎白天都在托儿所(除了公共假期)
很多事情都是自己处理
不像大家所想象的独生子，整天有佣人服侍。

从小，我经常遇到的问题就是交通问题
每一次都因为没有交通，而无法参加学校的课外活动，或者是校外的活动。。
失去了不少的机会

小时后，我哪里都没得去，
学校小六毕业李行，
就被他们的那一句 "因为你坏蛋" 的理由，
没得去了。。

到了中二，我去了别的地方念书，离开父母，到阿姨家住，，就这样待了四年。
在这四年里，长期都没见到父母，没和父母说话，
久久见一次面，见面时他们都不骂我了，
对我的态度，有如270度转变。。
父母之间吵架，骂架也减少了。
那段时间的我，才真正发现到，原来独生女是那么幸福。

可是好景不常在
难得我中五毕业了，
回家和爸妈住
以为可以开开心心一家人
可是
他们又再吵架了
而这一次
是来真的
离婚了。

小时候失去了很多
小时候尝试的滋味
小时候领悟到的事
小时候的无法任性
小时候的无法刁蛮


养成了现在任性，刁蛮的我
只要我想要的，我都会尝试，尽力得到
我不会为了别人而改变
我只会为自己而改变

因为我清楚自己要的是什么
因为我不想再失去

你容易给人压力吗?

最容易给人压力的 Top 5 星座

No. 5---魔羯座
魔羯座的人，个性很直，清楚自己的原则，不脱协的地方也很固执，即使他们的态度温和，在谈话时有时会觉得无法放松，就算轻松的聊天，也会无时无刻把话题讲到工作上，不小心时还会长篇大论。 善良的他们也爱循循善诱，长被人觉得他们很老成，容易觉得像跟上司大交道或开会。

No. 4---处女座
自尊心过高，完美主意的处女座，无法承受伤害，一旦踏到他们的痛点，就会整个人跳起来似的。而且也非常介意别人的负面批评，只要他抓狂一次，任何人对他们讲话时都会特别小心，特别有压力。多虑型的他们，经常不知觉会揣摩别人的心意，钻牛角尖，常猜测对方的"那一句"是什么意识，让人很有压力。

No. 3---巨蟹座
巨蟹座给的压力，只有亲近的人才知道，而且是肉眼看不见的，因为他们都很会保持自己的形象，经常都被人认为是好男人，好女人。至于亲近者，只好有苦自己吞，无法处诉了。敏感的巨蟹也常抓狂或抱怨，愛面子的他们不会在外人面前失控，却会对自己人摆脸色。有些巨蟹座的人，在事业上非常积极，让人非常压力。

No.2---金牛座
金牛座给人的压力还蛮大的，严肃有直接的他们，不来人情世故这一套，也懒得做表面功夫，喜欢要什么，就是什么，不管是好或坏都直接说，社会规则几乎很难往他身上套，顶多做到请勿打扰然后把自己关起来。缺少社交神经的金牛，不是笑點很低乱笑一通（这算好搞的），就是大家都笑了，金牛座却硬是不笑，因为不好笑。而且要是把金牛搞毛了，问你刚刚那话什么意思？可別以为他会轻易放手。对他们说话时不可以太直。还有男金牛该死的幽默，常犀利钱嘴到让人恨得牙癢癢，女金牛則有魄力到大家都称臣当她小弟，給人压力之大可见一斑。

No.1---天蝎座
天蝎座的人即敏感有会以攻击来保护自己，不管他们是有心或无心的，经常都会在你不知不觉中伤害你。所以更他在一起都要非常小心，免得被台风尾扫到，或惹他记恨在心。他们翻脸如翻书，而且永远不知道地雷在哪里，受伤的天蝎座，宁可让恨意转变成让自己更好的动力。很多天蝎个性虽然好相处，但遇到严肃的事情就变成不一样了，马上机车起来，尤其长相又不很讨喜，脸黑黑时真的会恐怖，讲话又中气十足 一副吵架样，够气势，大家都想闪远一点。金牛至少还滿低调，但天蝎却到哪儿都很高调，让人不注意也难。


我觉得很准，所以就Po上来和大家分享。。。


文章载自唐老师部落

"饿" 找上们了

我终于对"肚子饿"有感觉了。。

平时的我
饿了一个小时候
就会忘了肚子饿

再不然
忙的时候
也会对"肚子饿"没感觉

可是
今天，
整个早上没吃(家里没东西吃，没车出门)
下午1.45到了学院 (走到外面搭德士)
吃了一个 kaya 包， 一杯nescafe (因为那个时候不饿)
就匆匆的赶去课室了

到了四点多时，
开始娥了，
以为可以拖到晚餐时间
回到家，才来吃

可是
这次真的饿到不行

看到的动西
感觉都在摇动

脑海里一直想着
如果眼前有碗热腾腾的汤
那该多好

可是，
在宿舍
没动西吃
随然有饼干
吃了一个 Zip chocolate bar

但
肚子里还是不断发出声音


结果，六点回到家
无法等爸爸打抱食物回来
手也开始抖了

自己煮了快熟面
医肚子

饿到H酱，
饥饿22
我顶到吗???

那是另一回是
因为我相信
当天一定会有很多很充实的节目

依我---忙了就望了饿---的习惯
因该可以应付

今天会酱
可能是因为太得空了吧。。

Woman of Times

Suddenly i find that my society,
is like the drama - woman of times
why?
cause most of the committee are female
and each of them are very "geng"
they have self thinking, they can lead..
and
they are so serious and fierce when is time to fierce.

yesterday,
those who were the interviewer,
5 among 6 or them were female.

i was sitting in the middle,
and i feel that there was a hit beside me
it is so scary
even me, feel the hit,
how bout those who come for interview?
i'm sure, they are going to $#&%$%$ us..

let say for those kind of people who have their own thinking
they might think that
'we are so "chuan"..'
they might think that
'it is no longer important for me, i can go for others'

if you were the one who come for interview,
you might think like that too..
right?
especially when you are so outstanding,
there are so many others opportunity for you,
do you still stick to a society that you don't even get started in the society activities and you got "shooted" ?
well, maybe for some who are optimistic
they might think that
'okay, i will prove it to you that you are wrong'

but how many of them will think like that?
it is too risk to do so ..
we don't understand them ,
and they also don't understand us.

and there..the rumours will go on and spread out..

OMG..
we have spoilt our own image even we haven't really start the 'mission'

This will be the most challenging mission, from now on i think..



Every time,
when 2 people work together,
there sure be 1 with strict characteristic and
another 1 with kind characteristic.
(like that only balance mar..haha)
Same goes to a group of people who works together.

A manager,
someone who need a great leadership skill,
someone who able to control the whole organisation,
someone who usually be said as very fierce and strict.

That's why we often see
there are always a PR beside the manager
but,
somehow,
PR can't be 24 hours with the manager.

Therefore,
a manager,
sometimes also need some human skills
know how to think of others feeling
try to stand at the opponent position and think
don't only think in own position.

now.. is y-generation liao lor....
not all formal activities have to be in so so so so serious 1....


Well..
is over already
undertand that she have her reason to do so..

At this time,
let's together think how to get back our image...
let's together solve all the misunderstood....

Jamie is Back to Classical

Finaly, i restart my piano lesson.

after stopping for around 1 and a half year..

it should be continue,

if not i will regret in future.

Theory is done

but

there are 2 more to go for practical,

so i better don't stop

I have been letting go alot of things,

during primary , secondary,

i have enough of regret,

i don't want to have more regret in future,

that's why,

i'm grabbing every opportunity i have now..

but , somehow, i still need to let go something..

that is my japanese class,

although i'm aiming to japan market in future,

japanese language is the basic to achieve my goal,

well,

that is the opportunity cost,

i have to currently let go,

as i don't have that much money and time now,

my cash flow out but didn't flow in,

What i can do is,

learn it at home,

or continue in future.

Back to the Piano class

Went for the first lesson today,

my fourth piano teacher- Ms Emily

she is young, (what i see from my eye)

her piano teacher was from dunnoe which coutry..

she is very western style

she is cheerfull

she love to tell story (history of music)

is a nice teacher i think.. and hopefuly she is..

the best part is,

she teach hearing!!!

this is what i want,

to play the music without looking at the score

one of my friend thought me on this before (hearing)

unfortunately, he has to further his studies at india,

so...

hopefully i can learn more from Ms Emily...

My homework for today:

search for history on

1. Chopin

2. Bach

3. Shostakovich

Well, the first two musician, at least heard of them before, but the third person..

hmmm...

From now on,

i have to be more hardworking!!!

MSN!!! I miss you...

I don't know what had happened to my window live messenger...
i could't sign in..
this is the 3rd day i can't sign in into my msn account..

It started with:
hang oftenly
then takes long time to sign in (then when i change back to the window messenger, it works)
and now, finaly totaly cannot sign in (even the window messenger also can't)

it keep on asking me to "troubleshoot" > repair>

but end up..
1 hour just to repair and could't sign in...

Is it because of virus??? how come? how i get the virus??? haiz...

I really depend alot on msn, more than sms..

because

-using msn is faster (cause type faster) haha
-save money (no need to buy reload card)
-can send files, document instantly(so convenient)
-got pitcure to see (display pitcure)
-got emotican (not so borring)
-can nudge people and kacau them.. haha

when can i sign in to my msn???
i really miss him (msn) alot...

成绩? 奖赏?

成绩终于出了，

出乎我的预料。。

好高兴，可能是 standard 拉低了，或什么的。。

但我很肯定我大考所做的一切努力，没白费

也谢谢我courseword拿那么低份，大考才会那么的拼!哈哈

给自己的奖赏。。

跑去血拼，但也没买什么啦

就那些保养品而已

自从大考那刻，好久没好好对待自己了。。

皮肤糟透了

真的太久没去 Mid Valley 了。。连路线换了都不知道。。。

重点是

值得高兴的。。

mid valley, 终于开了一间 "女人我最大" 的店。。。在靠近 Little Penang 那边。。。

下次不必担心 "女人我最大" 节目里介绍的东西，马来西亚买不到了。。

而且，终于在 Sasa 店找到了这个。。。

哈哈。。。这个瘦脸器，有两种，那边都有噢。。rm15-rm20

热爱日本餐的朋友。。。。

这一间不错噢。。地点在 The Gardens, L3, The Borders 隔壁。

尤其是它的 Salmon， 超大块，超新鲜!!

价钱又不贵!!! 吃得起 sushi king 的人，就一定吃得起这间!! 嘻嘻

这个杯好美噢。。(那里用的杯和蝶都好美。。好艺术。。下次再拍多几张。。。。真不好意思，今天只顾着吃。。。。嘻嘻)

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