Finaly

Finaly i understand
why she said that

"It's realy tired
taking away lot's of our own time
giving up is not the matter of worth or not
just that i need more time for my ownself"

and, me too.

somehow i saw a phrase from YL msn display message
it is in chinese
and i translate it

people should have their own vision
see ahead instead of just looking at what's happening now
wearing a pair of heels could made you see further
but if wearing heels will just give you burden or stress
made you feel uncomfortable
why don't take it off?
you will feel better
and could even walk faster towards your own dream


incase i translate wrongly, here's the original version:

人应该向远处望
穿高跟鞋可让你看得远
但如果穿着高跟鞋是你的包袱
很不舒服
不如把它脱掉
会更轻松
可以快点去追求自己的梦想

i think this phrase is best decribe my feeling now

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(放心，这篇和华乐无关。)