am i lost?

yes.
i'm lost
i'm lost from blogging for the sake of exam
final exam
you might think that is not so important
but for me..
it is very important
once fail any of the subject
my ptptn no more
then i have no money to pay fees
and might kicked to kampar
if were kick to kampar
i have to spend additional expenses on accomodation, food and etc.
so..
can you see..
how important is it???

anyway..
is just an excuse for not updating my blog

perhaps,
i have no idea on what to type..

there is one question in my mind

which i had posted in fb earlier..
am i in the wrong field???
but is too late..

just hope that i can take up that course (the course i like)
after i successfuly graduate from
this current course -> bachelor of marketing

should look at myself clearly.